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Part II

PART II

Chapters 11–18

Junior High, Shame, And Becoming Visible

Walking my old routes and revisiting familiar places helped me carry these memories forward. Over the years, as I returned to Murray for holidays and family visits, the landscape grew less familiar. The smoke stacks came down. Hillcrest Junior High was demolished. Even part of Hillside Drive disappeared. I photographed what I could before more was lost.

These images cannot restore the places themselves. Sometimes memory grows more potent precisely because it has been withdrawn from the shapes that formed it.

Hillcrest Junior High seen across a broad grassy field, with the brick school complex stretching along the hill in staggered steps.

Hillcrest Junior High

8 March 2004

Photograph by the author

Hillcrest Junior High at left, with Murray Library and the Take Five Drive-In beyond a  long, grassy, athletic field.

Hillcrest Junior High, Murray Library, Take Five Drive-In

8 March 2004

Photograph by the author

 

Hillcrest Junior High viewed from the north end of Hillside Drive, beyond a neighborhood street and patches of snow.

Hillcrest Junior High from the north end of Hillside Drive

23 December 2010

Photograph by the author

Hillcrest Junior High drop-off area beside the brick school building, with sidewalks, steps, trees, and a red curb.

Hillcrest Junior High drop off area

23 December 2010

Photograph by the author

Front entrance of Hillcrest Junior High, with brick facade, shadowed steps, shrubs, and the school name on the wall. A bright blue sky rises above it.

Hillcrest Junior High front entrance

29 May 2012

Photograph by the author

Mount Olympus visible beyond ink black evergreens beside the shaded brick wall of Hillcrest Junior High.

Olympus view from Hillcrest

26 November 2013

Photograph by the author

Hillcrest Junior High building and grounds

29 May 2012

Photographs by the author

Hillcrest Junior High entry hall

26 November 2013

Photographs by the author

Empty Hillcrest Junior High corridor extending deep into the distance where a dark staircase rises into the ceiling lights.

Long hall into the ceiling

26 November 2013

Photograph by the author

Junior high interior views

26 November 2013

Photographs by the author

Empty Hillcrest Junior High cafeteria with rows of folding tables, brick columns, and serving windows.

Hillcrest Junior High cafeteria

26 November 2013

Photograph by the author

Wide view across the Hillcrest cafeteria, with folded tables along the wall and an American flag above them.

Hillcrest Junior High cafeteria back wall

26 November 2013

Photograph by the author

Weathered bouncing ball with orange and white swirls effecting the turbulent cloud pattern of Jupiter.
Five translucent polyhedral dice in yellow, orange, emerald, and ruby.
Faded yellow-and-green Scout neckerchief with red number patches reading 376.
Small brown leather Scout pouch with orange stitching, snap flap, and beaded hanging loop.
Round black compass with degree markings and a red-and-white directional needle.
Rolled green woven Scout belt with a brass buckle.
Narrow brown leather case with dark stitching and a round metal snap.
Canvas tents scattered through dry grass at Bear Lake Aquatics camp, with rounded hills rising behind them.
Embroidered Bear Lake Aquatics patch showing a white sailboat, yellow sun, rope border, and signal flags.

Bear Lake Aquatics Camp, Summer 1991

Photograph by Brian DeWitt

Triangular Bear Lake Aquatic patch with a white sailboat and small activity symbols around the border.
Scouts gathered around an open wooden A-frame pavilion near the shore of Bear Lake.

Gathering at the A-frame

Photograph by Brian DeWitt

Empty A-frame shelter overlooking Bear Lake, with a black troop chest marked 376 beside picnic tables.

Troop chest

Privacy silhouette applied over Scout leader in the pavilion

Photograph by Brian DeWitt

Springbar canvas tents set with guy lines taut under high peaked hills covered in green scrub and parched grass.

Afternoon among the hills

Photograph by Brian DeWitt

Scouts gathered for lunch around a cooler under a wooden A-frame pavilion with cross beam labeled "Dolphin" in faded paint.
Small camp stoves on folding stands between tents in the dry grass of Bear Lake Aquatics camp.
Twine hammock stretched beneath the wooden rafters of an A-frame shelter, with Bear Lake visible through the opening.

Camp stoves

Photograph by Brian DeWitt

Dolphin pavilion

Photograph by Brian DeWitt

Yellow plastic camping flashlight with a wide reflector.
Closed red pocketknife with metal tools folded inside and faded logo.

Twine hammock in A-frame

Photograph by Brian DeWitt

Clouds spreading across the deep blue sky above Bear Lake's pale expanse and the surrounding hills.

Clouds over Bear Lake

Photograph by Brian DeWitt

Daniel with squirt guns

Photograph by Brian DeWitt

Water fight at camp

Photographs by Brian DeWitt

Daniel in sunglasses and a black tee-shirt holding plastic squirt guns at Bear Lake Aquatics camp.
Brandon and Tyler walk beside a camper whose tossed water bottle is turning over his shoulder.
Tyler and Brandon dodge water thrown from a black pan by a camper hiding in the shadow of a Springbar canvas tent.
Campers running between canvas tents during a water fight at Bear Lake Aquatics camp.
Brandon caught midair, launching an arc of water from a plastic bucket towards a camper falling on his bottom beside a tent.
A splash of water and spray ripple out from Brandon's bucket as he lunges toward a camper hiding around the corner of a tent.
Bear Lake camp at dusk, with tents and A-frame shelters beneath hills glowing orange in the last light.

Last night at Bear Lake

Photograph by Brian DeWitt

Newspaper clipping with a portrait of Brandon in Scout uniform and an article announcing his Eagle Scout Award.

Brandon's Eagle project

18 August 1991

Photographs by Glenna Sorenson Peterson

Blue Boy Scouts of America neckerchief with red-and-white edging and an eagle emblem.
Granite Trail District Spring Camp-O-Ree patch showing a covered wagon pulled by oxen.
Boy Scouts of America Historic Trails Award patch with pioneer wagons.
Round Granite Trail Klondike Derby patch with snowy mountains and January 1990 lettering.
Round 1990 Utah Heritage Jamboral patch with an eagle, American flag, beehive, and Great Salt Lake Council lettering.
Great Salt Lake Council 1991 Scout-O-Rama patch with a globe and the words “Improving Our World.”
Blue 1993 Scout-O-Rama patch with a globe and the words “World of Discovery.”
Round 1992 Utah Heritage Jamboral patch with an eagle, American flag, beehive, and Great Salt Lake Council lettering.
1992 Great Salt Lake Council Scout-O-Rama patch featuring a magician’s top hat and colorful symbols.
Bronze Faith in God medal suspended beneath a rectangular bar.
On My Honor Scout medal with a green-and-yellow ribbon and silver fleur-de-lis.
Duty to God Scout medal with a green-and-white ribbon and silver religious emblem.

Memorabilia from Brandon's Scouting collection

Photographs by the author

Brandon and his cousin standing in Scout uniforms in front of a large canvas tent at Camp Maple Dell.
Brandon in Scout uniform beside an open car trunk at Camp Tifie, with forested hills behind him.
An exhausted Brandon standing at home in a T-shirt and Scout shorts after returning from Camp Tifie.
Brandon in Scout uniform looking through papers beside a car after arriving at Camp Tifie.

Brandon and his cousin at Camp Maple Dell

Individual in foreground removed for privacy

Summer 1992

Photograph by Alan DeWitt

Brandon arriving at Camp Tifie

Summer 1992

Photographs by Elaine Peterson DeWitt

Brandon returning from Camp Tifie

Summer 1992

Photograph by Brian DeWitt

1991–1992 Hillcrest Junior High student ID card with Brandon’s school portrait and Spartan helmet logo.
1992–1993 Hillcrest Junior High student ID card with Brandon wearing glasses beside the school’s Spartan helmet logo.

Brandon's eighth and ninth grade ID cards

Pedestrian bridge over State Street between Hillcrest Junior High and Murray High School

Photographs by the author

First page of Brandon’s typed ninth-grade essay “Why Biology,” marked 20/20 with a red star and handwritten teacher comments.
Second page of Brandon’s ninth-grade biology essay, with "man must have a heart and not just a mind" underlined in red ink.

Brandon's essay for ninth grade biology

August 1992

Teal cover of Hillcrest Junior High’s 1992–1993 literary magazine Excursions, with a collage of an open book, shuttle, towers
Hand-drawn fantasy character sketch titled “Coventina,” created by Brandon in early 1993.
Fantasy character sketch of Percival the Unmerciful, mouth shouting, dripping sweat, in a thickly layered uniform.
Pencil cover sketch for Tales of Akaria, with the title arcing above two figures wearing scorpion armor.

Brandon's sketch of Percival the Unmerciful

Early 1993

Brandon's sketch of Coventina

Early 1993

Brandon's cover art for Tales of Akaria

A background footer image with torn paper fragements, in sunset tones, layered to form the rocky rise and ridgeline of Mount Olympus.
Envelope icon that opens email to correspond about Hillside Boy.

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